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My Btech Project

flyinfish — Wed, 02 Sep 2009 11:19:58 +0000

OMG I haven’t been here for so long. I’ve to say sorry to my blog because I abandoned it for so long so long… So long until I almost feel too paiseh to visit it again. What if it is blaming me??!! What if it is angry about me??!! Obviously I’ve been thinking too much. I’m the owner. I’ve the right to come or not come. I’ve to come and let it know who is the person in charge here!!! MUAHAHA…

What I’m gonna do for the whole semester? Project! Project! Project! That’s what I’m gonna do. Or I should say that’s the only thing that I’ll be doing. No exams!! Yay!! ^^ Oh for people that are too outdated, I’m currently doing a Year IV project. My project is about killing moths!! And guess what? I LOVE IT!!! Of course not the killing part. I love doing research. After more than 1 month of lab work, I realize that yuan lai I’m meant to be a scientist! Lol… I love working in the lab. It is exciting! Doing something and not knowing what results you will get. =) It’s not like last time you do a lab when you already know the expected results. Lalala~~~ I love my project!! I love my lab!! I love my life now!! =)

Birthday update

flyinfish — Thu, 09 Jul 2009 02:31:31 +0000

Finally!! I finished my exam. And I also came back from Wellington trip. Here I am. Bored and bored and bored. Recently I have been craving for Subway which I dunno why. Oh well, I already bought it 10 minutes ago lol. I should probably just save money and cook lunch at home, since I’m so free now. But when I looked into the fridge, my mind kept on telling me Subway Subway Subway!!! How annoying!!! Anyway its too late now. Because I’m already eating it now. And it taste awesome!!! =)

Here are some of my birthday pictures, which I should have uploaded long long time ago.

Dinner at Satya’s Indian Restaurant

Honestly, I dunno he is looking at her…… zzz

Back at 3A apartment

They bought me a pair of heels. Here it is. My heels and a hairy leg. T.T

Thanks Kris for a very cute passport holder. And Chips for the coat. Kekeke…

Oh by the way, the cake is baked by Chips. Its my favourite Black Forest Cake, with lots and lots of cherries on top. Its very delicious!!!!

Haha my bf is so nice!!! ^^

A Series of Unfortunate Events

flyinfish — Sat, 06 Jun 2009 12:47:10 +0000

Getting older and older
Gained weight
Not going back to Malaysia anytime soon
Unmotivated to study for Thursday’s 741 exam
Having flu
Not enough sleep
Bad Mafia Wars

Restaurant City

flyinfish — Tue, 19 May 2009 03:21:51 +0000

Restaurant City (RC) is so fun!! And very very very additive. I’ve been playing for the whole week wth!! The thing is you don’t even need to spend a lot of time to actually play it. All I have to do is on my computer whole day and let the restaurant run by itself. I can do my lab report and play RC at the same time, which is very very bad!! Because….. I can’t help myself to check my restaurant every few minutes zzzz!!!! Few hours work suddenly take whole day to finish because every 5 mins I’m at my RC page feeding my workers, decorating my restaurant, trading ingredients etc. I think I’m a total RC freak, because every morning when I turn on my computer, the first website that I visit is RC!!

Stupid RC!! It’s like drugs, make you addicted and can’t control yourself.

By the way, people that have my facebook please go and play RC, so I can trade ingredients with you lol. Omg, I’m even advertising it in my blog ==lll.

渴望

flyinfish — Thu, 14 May 2009 16:27:32 +0000

渴望。

我的心，渴望着，被剖开。好多好多的话，总是埋在心底，怎么也无法说出口。是自己吧！总是会在意说出后，结果会不会是自己希望的，眼前的一切会不会改变，而我是不是会被讨厌？

曾经，也会有话直说。但，一想起，那曾经被刮伤的我的心，依然会揪紧。它好像在告诉我，同样的错，何必再犯呢。

我承认我的懦弱。我没有勇气去追问我要的答案，没有勇气去经历同样的痛。

我已经接受了自己的软弱。可是，为什么，我还是感觉这么空虚？

为什么心里埋藏了那么多的事，还是如此空洞？

就在这一刻。我好想被看透。什么都不在乎，什么也不必说，就这样，被了解。